Lately, Pierce and I have been faced with some big decisions. Usually on here I feel like I share what I'm doing, but I want to share more of what's going on in my head.  I'm a terrible writer and super scatter-brained.  Bear with me.

We have some news! We aren't pregnant, we're moving! Ever since I have lived in Utah I feel like I've been looking forward to getting out and moving back home to Colorado.  But the past few months I have had some really unhappy days.  And that sucks! Nothing huge, I just felt like something was off. So I tried to do some real soul searching and figure out why.  I realized pretty quickly that I felt stagnant.  I didn't feel like I was growing because I was just so eager to be to the next phase of life.  

I am pretty proud of Pierce and I in the sense that we have a really clear idea of what we want our life to look like.  But we didn't have a plan for the immediate future.  I feel like this was holding me back because I didn't have something to work for. We weren't sure where we'd be living six months from now and I didn't have clear goals.  Once I realized that this was the issue we did some serious reevaluating about Pierce's job, my school plans, and where we were going to live. With some elbow grease, everything started to fit.  We have made the decision to stay in Utah and try and grow here.  But we are leaving Provo and moving about 40 minutes north! We both feel like this is going to be such a positive thing for us, feeling rooted enough to invest in our life here! We are so excited for what the future holds.

So basically, my point? If you don't like where you're at, make a change! I'm a huge believer that you get to design your life.  So make it beautiful, crazy, and set some clear goals! They'll change your world.

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